Friday, October 28, 2022

Jessica 39th Birthday

I  hate that we were so broke for her birthday! And I fell asleep really early. And she was trapped upstairs a lot because of Jeremy's cat 

Hope to at least take her to get her hair done for a late birthday present 

Jess has just been so awesome in my life I would have had a parade for her with a Huge Party if i could 

Joey and Nate visit

They came for Kira's first swim meet Wednesday. Really sweet and really great to see them 😁

Sunday, October 23, 2022

A little better

 Yesterday I decided to take my health into my own hands. I think just deciding helped 

I started eating bananas,  the eye twitch is gone. Small victory. Vision, slightly better or at least not bothering me as much. Slight nausea,  took Marinol. Able to plan some activities, have the desire to complete them. Don't know yet how much I will b able to do but have actually started one, clearing my bed. Would like to start laundry,  hate that it's in the basement. 

Ate small Meals yesterday, did Not throw up. Was still just exhausted but have some energy today 

Heal Thyself 

Saturday, October 22, 2022

Paranoia or Clarity?

Days like these. The feeling of overwhelming doom. A fading past and a jumbled present. The future  is just a kaleidoscope.  

I'm terrified.