Lee died last night

This one was hardest on Jess but painful for all of us. Lee didn't really belong to any one . Of us but he was just sweet and loving to everyone. It was probably leukemia.  He was in liver failure by the time I got him to a vet so I had him put down. He was in my lap sitting in the exact place in the same room I lost Obi in. That made it harder! and felt too familiar too soon. I wish we didn't have Any more pets!!!!

I wrote earlier wondering about humans grief at death. Some people say they get kids pets to help them deal with this loss. I call Bullshit. It is all just pain no matter what your Afterlife belief is. 

Jenise & Phillip engaged 3/11/24

They wanted to take me out to dinner and  I feel dumb that I had no clue! but it made the surprise sweeter. Phillip asked for Jenise's hand and I was just thrilled!!!

No, they haven't known each other long but they know they make each other happy and they are smart enough to grab that. 

Jenise is such a glowing bright spot in my life and I just want everything wonderful for her. 

just grumpy

Come on shake it off!! Not even sure why, just feel grumpy.

today

Jami is back with us. Jeremy is having a terrible time with it but otherwise it's OK. She has been going to the methadone clinic every day and isn't seeing Mike W so I am able to enjoy her.

Jeremy gates this but he seems to hate everything. I know this makes him more miserable but I honestly have no idea what could make him happy. Everyone is worried about him but I don't know how to help him.