I am in a deep funk. I'm on medication for depression but I don't think there is a pill for this. No pill will change the fact that I am three months behind on rent. Now, there is a pill to help my other major problem but I can't get it.
I failed a drug screen at the pain clinic for Marijuanna so I can't get pain meds for my herniated disc, fibromyalgia, and interstitial cystitis because Dr. Kurt Gold says he can't prescribe pain meds to a "drug addict". so, here I sit, slowly becoming more and more crippled up until I end up useless back in my wheelchair. I'm not an addict. I'll pass the drug screen next month and be put back on the Morphine if I haven't put a bullet in my head by then. But the fact is, I don't know any Marijuanna addicts. I know people who smoke every day but have seen no one go into withdrawal or have any other problem when they quit and I haven't met anyone who couldn't quit.
But I am now classed as a drug addict.
Perfect.
I failed a drug screen at the pain clinic for Marijuanna so I can't get pain meds for my herniated disc, fibromyalgia, and interstitial cystitis because Dr. Kurt Gold says he can't prescribe pain meds to a "drug addict". so, here I sit, slowly becoming more and more crippled up until I end up useless back in my wheelchair. I'm not an addict. I'll pass the drug screen next month and be put back on the Morphine if I haven't put a bullet in my head by then. But the fact is, I don't know any Marijuanna addicts. I know people who smoke every day but have seen no one go into withdrawal or have any other problem when they quit and I haven't met anyone who couldn't quit.
But I am now classed as a drug addict.
Perfect.
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