My Cousin Michelle

I just mailed a letter to Michelle in Wisconsin. I sincerely hope we can Really connect. We share the distinction of being the family Black Sheep. That alone should help bond us!! We both also seem to really need someone in our lived. That is most likely what will join us.

I remember Shelly being the favorite of the grandparents but I don't remember resenting her for it like her sister and others did. I happened to agree with Grandma that Shelly was awesome, and definitely the most beautiful of all of us!! 

I didn't see her a lot over the years,  mostly heard gossip from our self righteous family and she likely heard the gossips about me. I tried to connect with her after Steve and I split up but the Mike cut me completely off from the Kiser family for over 10 years and I lost her again. 

Maybe we will meet and dislike each other. But maybe we will be exactly what we each need to finish our lives.

We have decided to start with old fashioned letter writing, something we both enjoy and actually remember how to do! But ultimately I plan to see her. I consider flying her here but with my household I'm thinking I should try to get to her. It would be just Us there. She doesn't have a car. I will have to arrange a flight and then transportation once there but I am looking into it. 

My oh so very dependent household will have to figure out how to survive, something I try to get them to at least consider with my age and health failing.  Perhaps it will be their reality check. 

I want to see Michelle❣❣