Thursday, August 9, 2007

Methadone Done

I am through the methadone withdrawals and hope to never go through anything that gruesome again. Tomorrow I am seeing Dr. Gold and will find out what the new regiment will be but am also worried that I won't like what he says. I'm also worried that he could be losing his license soon. Jami tells me that Dr. Gold has something to do with the new pay Methadone clinic in Omaha and I hope that place gets shut down, even if I have to help it happen. They are getting all of the junkies addicted to very, very, high doses of Methadone and charging them $12. a day for it. It seems they have taken semi-functional junkies and turned them into non-functional Methadone addicts.

I went and took care of Jami's rent today and took Michelle to Jeanette's to babysit. I don't have to drive Jeanette to work anymore since they got a second car. I miss seeing her every day but it is a huge stress relief to not have to get out in the heat in the middle of the day.

I encouraged Jami to get a job and she says she will go tomorrow. I hope so. I hate that we are finally making some money and yet have none because we are supporting two households. I told Jami today that it is very unfair to Jeremy and she took it to heart.
I wrecked the van the other day. I backed into Meezie's nice car but he was really cool about it and said it needed work anyway.

Still no plates on the van but I did call James and offered him fifty dollars to get the title for me so maybe he'll do it now.

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