Tuesday, July 19, 2022

Shy's 15th Birthday Party

Shy's 15th BD party is at an air bnb. Jazz and Kira left yesterday to go. We all feel how empty the house is without them. I can't imagine how empty my life would feel without them! I don't  think I ever imagined living this long but if I did I didn't imagine grandchildren being the center of my life. Steve and I had a vague plan of living our retirement in a Winnebago camping around the country. I pictured a traveling life when I met Jeremy. Never this and thank God there is This. Many days I feel old, useless, meaningless,  wonder why I am here, blind that Why is right in front of me.

My family is my World.

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