Loki better?

Loki seems better but I still Worry. She finished one antibiotic,  still has a few days of clav amox,  I give less appetite stimulant,  and she is alert and getting around but still feels warm to me.  I guess I can stick a thermometer up her butt but I'm afraid to. Oh yea, my biggest worry is it looks like she has black poo which could be discolored from all the meds or could be internal bleeding From the meds... worry worry worry!! I've spent nearly $2,000 saving her so far! Really don't think we can afford more.

I've also been sad that Hannah has been messaging saying she is homeless.  I asked Jess and she said NO and I really can't divide our home! Jeremy said yes but he hesitated a lot, only said Yes for me but I think he was relieved Jess vetoed it. 

Jenise missed 2 days of her nursing school and will have to start over!! I'm afraid to tell Jeremy, don't want to deal with his reaction on top of my own, but that was $500 just thrown away!! Maybe I should have helped less, "they" say that people appreciate most what they have to work for!! I don't think Jenise even had a clue how upset I am. 

What else...

A cute thing. Yesterday when I called downstairs to wake Jami for clinic I said "Jami" pause, "Sweeteart" like I used to on the farm. When I said her name she said "Yes?" and after the "Sweeteart" she repeated the "Yes" in her excited little girl voice 😄 

That really started my day right❣️