Jami was here briefly. I told her to leave again pretty quick. I really didn't want it to go that way, did I? Yes, I was still upset about how she left before and I didn't invite her back - actually it was still too soon - but I did want to work something out. I got the feeling that she really doesn't want to "work things out", she just wants to be able to keep doing whatever she wants. It was sad just trying to confront her by text. She just can not say "I was lying" without at least a but. The closest she came was saying that she was "out of line". And that has always been sad. So much just unresolved through the years. And there's that thing of her actually believing a lot of what she says. I didn't hope to really change that. Just wanted to try making it clear that I would no longer ever turn a blind eye. Never should have.
I don't think she can live with that.
But I also know this isn't her only option before actually being homeless. It just until now required the least from her.
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