I haven't recreated, experienced, that Joy again, I might not in this life! but I haven't, won't, can't!, forget it. I downloaded 2 Bible versions. I've read/listened to Matthew and am now in the Book of John. Maybe Acts next?? I watched The Passion with new passion, grief, and awe. Jeanette sent me an amazing NDE that helped me understand at least the cry, "Why hast thou forsaken me!" Who knows if these NDE experiences flooding YouTube are true? But this one gave the best theory on Why would anyone choose this life? She was talking about the choice to reincarnate into situations. but it made me think of Jesus choosing, volunteering to die for us, and then asking if the cup could be removed. She said that in the loving, wonderful, environment of where we choose from, Heaven?, in that space it is not possible to even comprehend the pain here. We look and say, OK, I can handle that! and then when we are here we have to remind ourselves over and over that God will not test us beyond our endurance!! I have questioned this several times, sure that I was beyond endurance! but I am still here. Could this have applied to Jesus?? It seems like it must. It clarifies the Garden of Gesethame and The Crusifixation.
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