WTF

 Maybe Jeanette is right and I need to go to the doctor.  Something is very wrong. Maybe it's still the pneumonia,  I don't know but when I start working I feel good and then real fast I feel Real Bad. I pulled off the old step finally today. I was so worried that Nova or Gabby wouldn't realize the step was gone and fall - no, I fell. I knew the step wasn't there but just misjudged how much difference it made.  That didn't help my day!! And I realized today that I don't have enough 4×4 wood to fix this deck right and  replace all of the rotted wood, even just around the step I'm replacing. I priced it and will go buy at least an 8 ft 4×4 whenever I can, hopefullytomorrow.  This No Car thing is really getting to me!! That's also part of why I don't want to schedule a Doctors appointment.  I have an important appointment with neurology Thursday but thankfully that is a day that I was keeping the van any way because Kira has a big game.  Jess and I are going.  They are doing a fancy pyramid and Kira will be front and center.  ❤️ We have to be there for that!! An the girls finally have dentist appointments Friday. So this week is full. Maybe I'll have a car to see the doctor next week.