I just spent hours outside working in the yard. I was digging and digging until I guess I had a blister in the middle of my hand and I just kept working till I busted it and made it bleed over and over and I couldn't stop. I'm so f****** depressed. I look around. Donald Trump is President and he's a bad man. OJ Simpson killed his wife and we found him innocent. Diddy, he is a bad man and he got away with it. I don't understand. I don't understand the world we live in and sometimes I think I don't want to understand if that's what I've got to understand. And I feel like I tried so hard to be a good person yet I have more people who hate and despise me than love me. I don't understand the world. I don't understand how it works. I don't know why it's the way it is or what it's supposed to mean. I'm a mess I think Diddy just set it off for me
I left out Oran Skaw. He was running through my head the whole time I was working, too. Another bad man who got away with it. Hurt my girls and tore my family apart. Got away with it. What is wrong with this world?
I don't much want to be a part of it any more. I can't play. I don't understand the rules.
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