How cruel all around to fall in love so close to the end!! And she loves me, too. Twice now I have been chosen, both in the twilight of my life!! What the hell!! Obi, I was 100% sure that she would outlive me!! I worried about her pain because, besides Kirk, she only loved me, and somehow I outlived him, too. And I was sure I would drop dead from the pain losing Obi! But I survived, and now I have my Gabriella. My sweet Gabby. At least she Will love another, I don't believe I'm exclusive with her, God, I hope not!! And sad as I am too have her so late in life she brings me such pure Joy!! Nothing confusing, no doubts, no mixed feelings to sort. I love her dearly and she Loves Me!! Nothing else is as pure and clear in this world. Thank you God!!
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- This is the last years of my life. I started journaling when I was 8 years old but almost all of them are lost of destroyed. I still love pen and paper!! But doubt anyone would ever even look at a handwritten journal these days . I'm leaving this for grandchildren who might someday want to know who Grandma Rhoda was.
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