4th of July

 We missed going to Ralston again. Besides the funk I was in, no one in the house wanted to go.  Jeanette,  Jenise,  and Phillip would have gone with me,  but also it still felt sad. Jeremy has always been a big part of it and,  even more, I remember So Much Kirk loving the Family Day.  But Jess had told me there were several firework shows around. scheduled for today, and one of them was at Eagle Run, near Jeanette.  Rob was supposed to show up and take Riley out to see fireworks but he bailed on him (drinking again/still??) and when Nett called me about that I told her about Eagle Run and we made some fast plans.  Crap.  I already don't remember exactly what those plans were!!! I think just Dave went with me? Maybe Dave and Jami?? I drove to Jeanette's and she followed me,  or maybe I followed her?? whatever,  we followed others and then found a really good viewing place between two big, nice,  houses in a cul-de-sac and watched the fireworks together.  So. We,  a tiny bit of family,  celebrated the 4th together.  🤎