67?

 That must be correct?? Almost there. My friend Fred days he eats steak and eggs and works out twice a day to keep in shape.  I had no real reply to that message.  I just happen to still be here!! Brain aneurysm,  3 big brain bleeds,  microbleeds all over my brain supposed to be killing me.  And here I am. Pack a day.  Literally wasting away they say. And here I am.  Some people actually say "You are supposed to be here!" like they know something.  Maybe Jeanette knows.  She days this life is actually a punishment.  When she said it is thought/ hoped she mentioned that the torture is run in 22 year cycles because I was done with them.  I was 66. If I live 3 days more I will be 67. 

I'm sure I have experienced Joy. I know i have even if I don't remember. Isn't it always tinged?? It's a beautiful new baby! 😀😃😄 that you will worry about,  fear for,  and dread the day they are gone.  Tinge. It's the whole silver lining thing seen realistically.  The cloud doesn't always come first.  Not in punitive life! 

3 days.