Jami didn't show up for Christmas or her birthday. I'm starting to think maybe she is moving back in with Mike. Not a great idea for her! but it could be ok for her with Nett and the boys moving in. She will be leaving her "area" a disaster again but, well, she always has. It looks like she has done some more work on building her little shed. ?? Dave tried to tell her there was no way she would ever live in it but she keeps on building. She should have got a job and invested in one of those tiny homes if she wants to live out back here. That's Jeanette's plan. We could fit 2 or 3 in the back yard especially if we take down the trampoline.
Oh and the basement drain still doesn't work AND the washer doesn't spin after the wash cycle so add those repairs to what we need here. It's pretty overwhelming!! The gas leak, back taxes, basement drain, the washer and then a dozen "little" things that need done - like finishing the bottom step to the deck!!
But also I do love our home here. I love sitting out back on the deck. I am there right now. It feels safer than any where we have lived for years. Peaceful. Sometimes we are blessed to see deer or foxes from the little woods across the street. Kira flipped out one night when she saw 2 deer in the neighbor's back yard. I was a little surprised at how huge they looked! I hope we can fix this place and keep it. Even if the house falls down, keep this land. It's a fairly large property. The main downside is how busy Curtis Avenue is. People speeding thru. I'm surprised and thankful that we haven't lost a pet to the street!
Well, Jami has a little pile of gifts here if/when she shows up. She told Jess that I haven't been speaking to her - and I haven't missed a single text or call from her. I texted asking where she was on Christmas and she answered that she was at King Cong having a free Christmas burger. That is hardly not speaking to her. No. We all know what this is. If she is with Mike, ot just gone like this with anyone, she's in a Meth cloud, might say or do anything. I do HATE the whole meth thing! I really am going to Crack down on the meth in this house at least. Jeremy sent me a test kit and I've cleaned 4 spots in the basement to test like he did before. It's a little unbelievable that I have to deal with this at all!!! A positive test anywhere down there will be the last of it. I hate forcing Jami out but we just can't keep being a meth den. I hope things don't end like that. If any one smells meth down there again I'm not giving any warning - I'm just going to call the police on whoever is down there at the time.
And WHAT IS the big thrill of Meth addiction?? I've tried it. I wouldn't give up anything to have Meth in my life. Jeremy and I had some fun messing with meth or cocaine but never wanted to Keep Doing It. Wouldn't it just get to be boring?? Not to mention watching your body go to hell. All meth users I know look alike. Nothing attractive at all!! I remember once Jami taking me with her to see some of her women friends that I knew and I was just shocked!! They all looked so OLD and used that I wouldn't have recognized Any of them if I ran into them on my own. Then I looked at Jami sitting next to me and realized she looked like them, too, but I hadn't noticed because I see her all the time. And maybe a little that I kind of see her thru rose colored glasses. Still my baby. I watch her and her group. Jami will tell me one day that Breezy is a piece of crap, don't talk to her any more! and then the next day she posts "Best Friends Forever" with a picture of Breezy and her!! They all rip each other off, cheat each other, then make up whenever whoever has some meth - I don't know but it is insane. It's METH.
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