I'm so low, this break up is killing me and one of the worst parts was feeling like I failed. I've often felt like Jeremy was a test of my spirit and faith. I've often prayed, "Dear God, if this is a test I am going to fail!! Please tell me it is not"
I told Jeanette about that and she said, "Jeremy isn't, wasn't, a test for you! He was your punishment for really Bad things in a past life" and bells and whistles went off in my head. Could she be right?? I didn't Fail, but I finished my punishment????? It feels wonderful to contemplate!!!!
Ok. I need him gone. And to hear from Jami.
I'm gonna make it.
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