This heat isn't nearly what I grew up with in Texas but it is kidding my butt. Kira says the UV index has been really high, something I knew nothing about until recent decades, but maybe I'm feeling it. The sun at 80 degrees here is painful. It hurts my skin. Not like sunburn but it burns. Trying to just work on the garden in the cooler morning and evening isn't enough an just too many things come up being The Driver here. I'm hauling soil now, filling just the 3 inch high beds is taking me forever. My garden will be very late and I definitely will be buying some seedlings. Almost all of mine are not dead.
It didn't help that Riley called around 1am. I jumped up sure Jeanette was dying again out some other disaster! Riley's allergies were making him sick. Turns out Nett was home from work and had already told him his illness was likely allergies but it made him angry and sure she wasn't really trying to help himso he called me. Poor Riley! and Poor Jeanette! He really thinks he is dying when he gets sick and that his mom just isn't helping him. Then he calls me. He usually believes me, even tho I have said the exact same thing Jeanette did, maybe that's Why he believes me? but it if hard on all 3 of us. Only Riley could get away with waking me like this! because I know he can't help it. I should write down his complete diagnosis sometime so I can remember it, but things like this are all part of it. We are trying so hard to figure out how to help him grow up, Jeanette understands way more than I do and she is often lost, too. I would give my life to help Riley! Ok. Yea, that doesn't sound like much when I so often seem to not value my own life. Just a thing people say to express your much something means?? Something I will delete later when I find a better way to express this???
I am cooking in the high UV with sleep deprivation and too little being done!!
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