I read through a lot of this all the way back to the beginning. Why did my typing get so very progressively worse thru the years??! Probably because I use the slide texting Nett taught me years ago.
Oh what pitiful misery to read thru the breakup with Jeremy! But time (and a lot of venting in a journal!) really does does heal almost everything! (except losing Herbert. NOTHING makes that pain better😭)
I am So OK. I built and dug my garden, planting it now, and it is a beautiful day.
I was up all night texting with Jeremy. Funny I hate him the least of all the people who decided our break up was their business. Maybe they learned when it's time to go home?? Not my problem now. He's staying at his brother's and bewildered that he is the Calm one in his brother's house! He is finding that I was correct that his family would feel less able to be constantly correcting his behavior. He's the best of the lot!! I don't mind helping him right now, it's what I've been doing for years but with him There I don't have to really deal with his Growing Pains. He was asking about himself as a father figure, why did I say he was good until the kids got old enough to talk back. I sent him the Ukranian artwork entry in here I titled "Jeremy The Father" and he liked it. Was pleasantly surprised that I had saved and dedicated that to him a year ago. (He never snooped in my journals over our 22 years.) Yes, he has some choices of decency that half of my family can't even comprehend. But again, it is a beautiful day.
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