Thank you Lindsey 💕💕💕

 I tried to Google my name looking for my blog.  No luck. Then Dave finally explained that Lindsey somehow found this site and sent it to almost everyone we know. You know,  I'd write this,  usually things I wish people knew,  didn't get to say to them,  didn't think anyone would ever care to read this (except maybe Jenise, Jeanette and Jami after I am dead). I was just blowing off steam sometimes like therapists tell people to do to get over things.  But Lindsey made that dream come true.  In so many great and hilarious ways. I might not remember everything any more,  might be dealing with inaccurate information,  but I have never written Anything I didn't believe to be true at the time (Who lies in a journal???) and nothing that I wouldn't say to someone's face but never thought I would get to.  So, sincerely Lindsey, THANK YOU. And I do love you very much.  You are one of the very few people that I am estranged from that I truly miss. You are about the only one who I don't blame for a thing. The only one with full right to be upset with your mother (although I wonder that none of that is directed at the enabler of your childhood situation). I love you. Always will.